music.for.life x3

Ahh. Had a long day today. Today is the first time the 6 besties, me, niswen, grace, shirley, yiru, and shi hui went home together. It was really high! >< And we wrote cards to each other. =) Hopefully, we'll all be in the same class again next year! I will be looking forward to that. Haha! I'm feeling way terrible. And I've decided. I don't know why. But i just don't feel that strongly for music like in the past anymore. Maybe the feelings did fade. But oh well, I'm not entirely giving it up. Just widening my other options. =) Thats all!


 ♥ 6 Besties!



she written;

I'm SO addicted to the Twilight Series by Stephanie Meyer! I finished Breaking Dawn, the last book of the series yesterday at 1pm+. Reading books help to improve English & i find the need to improve mine. My brother bought only New Moon, Eclipse and Breaking Dawn. So i guess I'm buying the first book, Twilight. I haven't read it yet and i can't find the stupid book in the library! Every single one is either on loan or reserved. But nevermind! I'm gonna buy it anyway. I re-read the stories again. Ha! What else could i do? I'm addicted! Twilight movie coming out 12th Dec'08! I'm SO gonna catch it on the first day! I hope it seriously is good. & i won't let it spoil my imagination. I burned midnight oil just to read the books. So cool! Hahaha. I'm a fan of Vampires so you can't blame me for loving that book. If you give me a choice, i would rather live in that book. So i was thinking, virtual reality machine. Haha! It's either i earn loads of money to buy it, or i study super hard and create it myself. And guess what my stupid brother told me? He said: "Actually there's a virtual reality machine right now." And i asked: "What is it?" He said: "Coma."  Me: ". . .Might as well you say the whole woodbridge is a virtual reality machine, or a paradise."

I wonder what present should i have for my birthday. I wouldn't want the whole series of Twilight, cause i already have them. I want Stepahnie Meyer's autograph. But not for my birthday. I think the best present for me is still the virtual reality machine or for me to live in that book. My brother told me to be careful for what i wish for. Cause wishes do come true. Which is true. Experienced it before, and it wasn't a good one. Therefore, I sincerely wish for my world, is similar to that book. I'll be waiting for that day to come, then. =)






she written;

AIYAH . actually wanted to type what i really feel de . was SO pissed just now . but then i saw Yang Pei An on TV ! so my mood really damn okay le ! xDD he shuaii lah ! plus singing rocks also !! OMG xDDD and i saw a super shuaii ang moh today loh ! lolol =xx xD

I still miss DrLee that much . I hope he knows .

youhavenoideahowmuchyouvehurtme.buti'llnotcareanymore.ijustwannastudy.you'llliveyours.i'lllivemine. =)

bleahhhh . im so dead tired ! DDx slept in chinese lesson today =x was tired mah . then kena caught by teacher == LOL . yah then meiqi's extra class canceled ~~ muaha . slacked in canteen . KANASAI ! stupid zhi guang . his stupid freaking BLOODY hand ! got blood loh ! make until me . WTF . ER XINNNN . and he said he got cut cos of someone else's nails . OMGOMG . grrr . pissed . pissed pissed !

beginning of band kept laughing and laughing. hahaha ! i dont know whats gotten into meiqi today . she kept laughing == LOL . even small matters =/ then make me laugh . lolol . and after that i started being serious == band was really noisy today . nearly shouted . lucky azaam did =D HAHA . yes . talked to my section today . was short but important . =D

on the way back me and meiqi saw carmen !! OMGOMG . we stood there and talk like so long =x yay ! xD i miss my seniors ! =( then then she told me something =D SO HAPPY LAH . HAHAHA . CARMEN MUST COME BACK BAND HOR =X DONT CARE. HAHA .

that feeling is coming back again .
its wavering .
im in pain .

i've been escaping for quite some time . i wonder when will i move on . i wonder whats the reason for me to move on . im still unsure .  

had a long talk with my bro last night till 2am + i think . haha ! yeah . talked really deep stuffs . i've found out what girls and guys think on different matters . altho not all of them . haha . sighh . i told my bro i wanted to go back to the past . and he said people who want that are just escaping from the present . quite true actually . im soo saddened by those words . i dont know why . i just felt this really pain ache in my heart these few days . suffocating . its so pain . hah .

kinda irritated easily these few days . maybe its cos of the stress im feeling ? dont know . i just need to keep smiling . =)

i'll try . hah .